To someone i dont know to love

I wish i could kill everything that i cant get, that i cant have.


i wanna kill you. kill your existance in my head, my heart. few days ago, it works. but it appears again, and again. something, has proveked it.

in the end, i guess this isnt about you. this is about someone i love but i dont know who is he. someone, who make me write everything in my mind easily. someone who make me feel alive. for real in unreal life.


even in cyberspace, even in my other world. i cant get trough to you. i can get into you. the more I struggled toward you. the more you do not feel mypresence.

To : You, i called you mpap. like others