To someone i dont know to love

I wish i could kill everything that i cant get, that i cant have.

You.

i wanna kill you. kill your existance in my head, my heart. few days ago, it works. but it appears again, and again. something, has proveked it.

in the end, i guess this isnt about you. this is about someone i love but i dont know who is he. someone, who make me write everything in my mind easily. someone who make me feel alive. for real in unreal life.

***

even in cyberspace, even in my other world. i cant get trough to you. i can get into you. the more I struggled toward you. the more you do not feel mypresence.

To : You, i called you mpap. like others

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